Spilled Milk

So I want you for me to die

Hide your bloodveined eyes Swallow your loneliness The voices pressures in
Your words that ask for me The joy of beind needed
I bite my nails just a little

Hide your crying wrists The spilling milk The persistent cat becomes silent
You don't want it but can't take your eyes off the spilled milk
Is that love ? Mistake ?
I look at you just a little

I picture the swaying vision Of the reality being qeal You test me persistently
You get angry when I don't agree You lose yourself
And I fall in love with you once again

Can't be touched Won't be touched

blind sorrow

I know it's hard for you to wait for me, so don't cry, ago ahead and sleep
What do you want from me? If I say to you that you loou beautiful, will you be able to sleep?

You stare at the flowers by the window, without even blinking
You want what you can't have, You wish to be pregnant But the only thing you can't hear is this child's...
It's so dark and dark and dreadful Lets calm down with an old tale
I am good at pretanding to cry So I spill the milk and smile and I yell ger the truth about not being pregnant

Don't do an excessive thing