Grudge of Sorrow

I'm sick in nightmare of the name to call reality.
Will you have a pain in the depths of a chest?
Reveal a wound hiding.
Spit out a lie hiding.
A grudge as it boils will repeat self-torture.
I want to escape from reality I approach, and to come.
Because nobody can save my heart anyway.

The sigh faded away for wind.
造り上げたきれい事か?
伝わらない　消えてほしい　ドス黒い雨が降る
The sigh faded away for wind.
居場所が無くもがいてます　深い傷よ　滴る血よ　存在の意味は何処なのか?
I cut darkness and live.
偽りと醜さの中で誰も信じられないから
嘲笑う傍観者達よ　何も出来ず愚かに嘆くことだろう

Where is my place to stay?
What do you expect for me?

悲しみの中誰かの声を待ちわびてます　死にたくもない　生きたくもない　不安定な現在